Hi! I've read your stuff all along, and I've enjoyed it so much.

I started watching show day 1...but I didn't get into fandom until about season 4. I wrote some fanfic, back on sinful desire and fanfic.net. Then started writing here LJ. I only wrote for a few years, but I've devoured everything in fandom, over and over.

I've been in love with the show and the boys (both Sam&Dean and J2) for so many years, I don't know how to imagine them apart and moving on. I'm so sad. But, I'm grateful for this show and all the joy it's brought to my life, and thankful that they gave us a finale (spoiler!!!) where my boys are together forever, that was really my one requirement to be happy with it ending.

I watched the finale last night and woke up with swollen eyes and a heavy heart. I'll miss this show and everything that goes with it so much that I am so down today just thinking about it.

Thanks for all the terrific stories! Those, and the multitude of hours of show will always be here for all of us. How lucky are we?



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Doubt anyone will even see this...but in case...

Does anyone know what happened between Jensen and Christian Kane? They don't even follow each other on Twitter anymore. It seems sad...and I'm curious what happened.
master list of my fics!!!! (pdf/mobi files here as well for stories that will have them!)

here they are! )


Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117



chapter 8 )



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Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117



chapter 7 )



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Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117


chapter 6 )



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Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117



chapter 5 )



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Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117



chapter 4 )


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Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117



chapter 3 )


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Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117


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chapter 2 )



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Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000+
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117___

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chapter 1 )


Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: [livejournal.com profile] deansgirl369
Artist name: [livejournal.com profile] acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 28,000
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.


Link to fic:
read here –deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art—acuarella_117


A/N: This is my first Big Bang and I would like to thank my bff [livejournal.com profile] sams1obsession for helping me and encouraging me, not to mention beta'ing for me! She is always there for me, no matter the situation. I am blessed to have such an awesome friend...for life!! thank you, always!

I also had the best artist anyone could ask for! Not only terrific and helpful and easy to work with, but so sweet and kind! Thanks [livejournal.com profile] acuarella_117 for making this Big Bang even better!! You are a doll!! Everyone go admire her gorgeous artwork and leave her love!!
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prologue |chapter 1 |chapter 2 |chapter 3 |chapter 4 |chapter 5 |chapter 6 |chapter 7 |(mini)chapter 8


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Click on the cover to download soundtrack!






Fic title: I’m Showing You How Epic We Would Be
Author name: deansgirl369
Artist name: Acuarella_117
Genre: rps
Pairing: j2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: ~28,000
Warnings: a little angst
Summary: Jensen and Jared are in love with each other, but neither has let the other in on the secret yet. Then Jensen finds a hidden list that might help him show Jared just how perfect they could be together.
Link to fic:
read here--deansgirl369

Link to art:
this way to beautiful art--acuarella_117


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prologue )


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ok, im just being nosy, i know...but does anyone know what is up? clif WAS married, but now he isnt. i get that he got divorced, but i heard nothing about it and then it was done...anyone know anything?! 
happy happy birthday to my sweet [livejournal.com profile] wrenwing who was one of the first people in fandom who really made me feel confident about writing and who is the BEST COMMENTER EVER!! i miss talking to you...you always make me smile! love ya sweetie! =}
ok, everyone needs to read this...b/c it is hilarious and spot on...the nicknames! the pics! the commentary! the sloths! its priceless and i had to share!!!

click here for the funny! =}

please show some love by leaving the author a great comment, oh, and let me know what you think, too (please, i mean)!!! i only wished at the time some of you coulda been here with me to talk and laugh about this...b/c only the fanniest of fans would really get it, but...OH how we get it! =}
yeah! i have written over 17,000 words toward my first ever big bang!!! im really glad i signed up, and i am glad this story is finally getting written since i have had this bunny in my head for prob a year or more. i will be glad when it is over, tho! i much prefer the finished product to the process! wooohooooo!!! big bang!!!! =}
ok guys, i keep worrying. so, if there is no season 8, or really, even if there is but it is the last one...how long before people stop writing j2 and s/d and being a fandom that i can rely on?!! i mean...i dont ship anyone else...i will be so....bereft! seriously...it makes me sad just imagining that day...im afraid i will be out here in the ethersphere yelling out "j2" like a supernatural stanley kowalski...dont do this to me!!! eeep.
"...I married the co-star...errr the guest star..."
~Jared Padalecki
Comic Con 2011

huh...which is it? your first, or 'real answer' or your correction when you caught yourself, jared? methinks: first answer...indeed. =}


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmqOmANJAZw ~2:30
ummm, i dunno what is wrong but i am not getting notifications in my inbox of anything i should! i just happened to be in my profile and saw that the sweet [livejournal.com profile] locknkey sent me a v-gift!!! thank you so much, you are a doll...im sorry i didnt thank you before, but i had no idea!!! *belated huggles* =}

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