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so...guess i should say something, right? i mean, seriously, lurking around here with no posts seems creepy to me, and i KNOW im not creepy...but really....
i guess i should also go to sleep sometimes...i find myself reading so much fucking fanfiction that im awake while the rest of the world sleeps...here it is 3:55am in my corner of the world, and even with the door open, i can tell there is no one else as crazy as me, cuz its totally quiet outside...
but, whatever...i find my obsessive behavior enjoyable, so who cares....so i spend more hours than anyone should reading my newfound love--fanfiction, and pretty much lately nothing else gets done...eh. lost my job (due to layoffs, not fanfiction, ha!) and im enjoying being a total self indulgent ass, i guess. i like to dedicate myself to whatever i do...i went to work every day with very few exceptions, now i read fanfic everyday...i mean, why not....
now im wondering if anyone will read this...ha! probably not, but i dont think i care about that either.
off to read...fanfiction, thats right...fanfiction...of the sam/dean or jared/jensen variety...oh, and figure out where i post my stories...do i just slap that shit right here onto the page, like its a journal entry? why do i feel like an idiot cuz i dont know?
hmmmmm...
i guess i should also go to sleep sometimes...i find myself reading so much fucking fanfiction that im awake while the rest of the world sleeps...here it is 3:55am in my corner of the world, and even with the door open, i can tell there is no one else as crazy as me, cuz its totally quiet outside...
but, whatever...i find my obsessive behavior enjoyable, so who cares....so i spend more hours than anyone should reading my newfound love--fanfiction, and pretty much lately nothing else gets done...eh. lost my job (due to layoffs, not fanfiction, ha!) and im enjoying being a total self indulgent ass, i guess. i like to dedicate myself to whatever i do...i went to work every day with very few exceptions, now i read fanfic everyday...i mean, why not....
now im wondering if anyone will read this...ha! probably not, but i dont think i care about that either.
off to read...fanfiction, thats right...fanfiction...of the sam/dean or jared/jensen variety...oh, and figure out where i post my stories...do i just slap that shit right here onto the page, like its a journal entry? why do i feel like an idiot cuz i dont know?
hmmmmm...
