hangin in there

uhhh...i dunno. nothing much going on. found out i could listen to my very favorite fanfic EVER on mp3 files, thats pretty cool. havent downloaded it to listen yet, tho. doubt it will fit on my phone, and thats where i put everything...no ipod, just a phone with a nice set up for music, which i love...saves me from carrying both...i like all in one, and i LOVE my phone...i always love my phone, but this one...its awesome.

my buddy came over tonight...i was glad cuz i feel like as long as i can reach out and touch him he is real enough not to be too incredibly stupid. i know i cant watch him constantly, but shit...i dont know the right answers either. hes supposed to talk to his doctor or mine tomorrow to see if he can get a rx for something for depression as well as make an appt for counseling. he promised and i expect him to make good on that promise, or i will make him sorry.

family day this afternoon...went to my sister's house for dinner and watched some tv with her and her husband, my parents, and my bf...and my sister's nephew--cutest kid in the world. carryin a little guilt tonight cuz he and i were playing, and i went to lift him up, kinda throwing him around to make him laugh and stuff...and i accidentally stabbed his baby lip with my fingernail! ugh, made him bleed!!!! i had to put a band aid on my lip to match his...cutest little 3 yr old on the planet...well, barely three...just as of two days ago...love that kid.